Even if we're miles apart, or even if I don't know where exactly you are, I have the feeling of you being near. Of you being just right here. I don't know, maybe because of the thought that somewhere, we're still looking at the same sky, that somewhere, we're still standing on the same ground. That whatever happens, or how many moments may pass, we're still on the same earth. And I gotta admit, these thoughts make me feel good. Somehow, it makes me think that someday, in any circumstance, or in any twist of unpredictability, we will meet again.
I surrendered our story to fate a very long time ago. And for the first time in my life, I let destiny handle most of my love story. I do now what I think I do best. I keep myself occupied, enough for me to forget about you and us. And I gotta tell you, I think I'm doing pretty well. But, if by any chance, Fate makes its first move and let our roads cross again, I'll pretend nothing happened.
Yes, I have a lot to tell you: Stories, rants, jokes, questions, but most of all, stories - You know me, I talk a lot. However, when we meet again, I'll act as if it's the first time. I'll act as if we never met on that gate on the 3rd of February. I'll act as if I didn't hear you sing. I'll act as if you never put that gift and that letter on my locker on the 13th of January, a Friday.... I'll act as if I didn't know you.
Don't get me wrong. I'll do that because I want a fresh start. A freshly baked friendship, maybe? Isn't it a good idea? By that moment, we are already free from hatred, from pain, from everything happened in that almost a year relationship. And by that moment, we will be different people, meeting on a different place (Nicer than gate 3, I hope! Haha) creating a different beginning. Awesome, isn't it?
So, wherever you are, whatever you may be doing, I still feel you - because we're still on the same earth, breathing the same air. And if we're lucky enough to meet again for the first time, I know, fate will do its magic.
Same people, creating a new different beginning - I want that. :)
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